Enclosed Infinity

Enclosed and yet infinite
Here, we are clothed yet have uncovered
The provocative nature of a being
A human such as yourself
For whom may detest of such an honor
To which the honor is yours

Encapsulated pills of intelligence, yes we are
Manifested by humanitie's nature of adaptation
Oh, to look out and to blink
To lay quietly and recognize a feeling
Though we are never being truly, truly touched
As walls of the mind are the only things that can do so
They touch us in ways that make us believe

We believe in feeling
We believe in moments of measured time
Thinking it's splendid really
Plundering toward death as though it's a thing worthy of loving
The blade of chance at your throat with each passing moment
We fight for our freedom from others
Fight for the freedom of our minds
Telling death 'not today'

'Not today,' we say
As though tomorrow is a granted thing
Unfolding our power
The infinity lying in all
To change the line which we stand in
Forever more
For the children and for those who have yet to take a breath
Breathing onward

A justified measure of the world is only
Always is
The foot prints of you
Walking until we've made it
To the goal which biologically awaits
In the secret of patience
What is it we wait to finally achieve?
Death.
The final close to our measurable land
Where we open yet again to infinities time.

~ B

The Dance of Ego and Self

Ego is who works with you all day. The soul of you and Ego walk together in a perfect blend.  Many people are not aware that this mediator is there, yet it undoubtedly is.  Ego is responsible for the vibration level you are omitting.  You see, when you start to feel any emotion what-so-ever Ego is enabling you to do so.  At all volumes of the word emotion, Ego is there.  The only way to effectively find You while in Ego is by discipline of mind (self-control).  For people who are new to awareness of Ego- we tend to think there is a lot of work involved in keeping yourself stably happy throughout the day. You know why?  Because many of us haven't been taught to practice the healthy kind of self-control.  The kind that enables us to effectively create our own happiness.

Know that entirely you, now and all along, have known how to manifest the projection of your life.  That is why you are important.  That is why you are loved. You are the new surge in old power.  Controlled society is, unfortunately, very good at finding physical and mental ways of demobilizing you from this understanding   It is sad but true.  But those of us who care come to teach everyone what is known about the evolution of an awakened mind and how to really channel in the good sources of energy.  The ones you want and potentially need.
A lot of people think 'it is the Universe that brought this to me', yet that idea is backwards.  The fact that you are enabled to the ability of choice is the gift that has a plan for you.  You CHOOSE the way that leads your  life.  The only way to follow any type of path is by choice, hence, sometimes the biggest lesson of all.  When you develop self-control and self-direction, you know the most amazing gift you can receive can come to life.  This realization is that you aren't made to follow, you are designed to lead.  Biologically programmed to!  Has it hit you yet?  Like a ball thrown through the air, knocking you on your back so all you can see is a sky of limitless space and time.  The fact that you are doing this right now...is a message in and of itself.  

Self-control is realizing you control this; the you.  Your thoughts have constructed everything you see around you.  Self-direction is understanding what is around you down to every single detail.  What you see and what you do is the product of any and every thought you've ever had.
The idea of karma is an example that may come to mind.  When getting rid of material things you are letting go of physical karma.  When you channel focus away from things you don't want to think about (self-consciousness, any type of disturbing thought, an idea of failure, and/or a person who causes pain) you are getting rid of emotional Karma.  So out with the troubles in with the peace!  The most blessed gift of this world is that you can rid of the yucky things in your life and make room for the things that you love.  A limitless ability to surround yourself with the embodiment of everything you find beautiful.  

Your control is all.  

It's amazingly harmonic the way we can choose an ideas even down to the voice of clear conscious or of thought.  Either way we continue to create. 

In our intelligent universe we saw a beautiful world.  In our intelligent consciousness we thought up a beautiful  created self.  What an awestruck time that was set, thus, we are here now.  The fact that out of all the years we've been building, dreaming, and creating- you and I can meet. 

Thought is the beauty of the world.

~ B

P.S.  If you want to know more about this notion or need some expansion I would be happy to talk about ways to develop skills and exchange constructive ideas. 

Ease

I search my brain for something I tend to forget

A thought hanging loosely but I somehow know it

Like a small braid being woven by large fingers

The rhythm of intertwined helix where physical lingers.

Resembled, realigned

The fact that the mind can keep track of time

The beauty of nature at it's vibrational best

Where law of attraction takes care of the rest.

Blinking wide eyes, no thought in mind

A perfect sight in your view you will find

Growing, adapting, loving, floating

Cloudless movements of an ego's gloating.

The here and now is ease

Lets just be here and now please

Take a walk, grab a hand, a circular grind

Keep walking forward and you will witness your line.




~ B

Roommate

Warm rooms of carpet snuggling the sides of my toes

Cold feet and hands are what I possess as they are my own
Stripped down because it's comfortable here as troubles are beneath me.
He sits lowly in dim lighted places such as my living room space
A Capricorn is down there and he reminds me of a bull not a goat
Dismal lucidness and no harmony in light song.
A warm room feels like water on my cold as winter skin
A climate of the stars is my Pisces soul
So many lines... and you wait... for so many things.
No blending technique for the Cap whom conceals the ground like an armed weapon
My cool flowing motions he hates and tries to construct
Our differences keep us at bay and yet when we speak there is peace.
A justice that is kept by respect of shared spaces.
Water that draws a line on the surface of the sandy land
A boundary made somewhere up past the clouds
The ones that crowd the light so it is dark by my seven of night.
And yes, I know my target seems unclear but my point is certain
That this dance we do is like a bull and a matador.
We share this space in the resistance of death
Day after day we do our dance in this place
In the middle of time.

~ B

Crystals

Hello friends!

The other day a woman who works the day shift at our workplace was giving free Reflexology consultations and massages.  I was excited because the truth is I had been thinking about how a massage would benefit me for a few days now.  I lucked out because instead of a 15 minute session I got a 45 minute one!  Surprisingly, no one who signed up had shown up for the entire hour. The woman (her name is Julie) explained how her line of work, apart from caring for our residents in our job, was Holistic Healing.  I smiled when I heard this and thought to myself, finally, someone on the same page as me!  Before long I was explaining to her some of my plans to become a holistic healer myself.  I started telling Julie about my experiences with mediation too and the changes I have been experiencing internally from it.  I said 'goodbye' to negative energy and it has kindly quieted.  She told me a little bit about the map of your body that lays on the bottom of your foot.  The blueprints of your steps in humanity right there.  You truly carry with you all the information you need, it's just a matter in realizing that you can access it and then how to.  Imagine your body as a business in it's first stages.  As you grow to learn about yourself and your finest qualities you start to create blueprints. You think about how to structure your life; the hiring of good thoughts (workers) the firing of negative energy (mindless coldies) and search for a good environment to station yourself in that is the right location for growth and success.  Ah!  I hope your mind is opening to your abilities, friends, truly I do.
Anyway, among the mists of our tangent we came to a curious conversation.  She brought up the idea of grounding yourself during meditation with the use of crystals.  Now, I have heard of this before and have researched it a little bit.  The truth is I have never really indulged in the idea of using crystals for any other use besides admiration because I didn't really have an opinion about them.  Although they are majestic even just visually, Julie believes they have healing powers and grounding abilities.  I thought about this for a few minutes before discussing my opinion with her.  I thought about why people look for them, how they are formed, and what the potential of something so beautiful could really do for someone.  I mean look at what we use crystals for today.
With this, Julie proposed that she would bring her copy of the book Crystals and share it with me.  She encouraged that I should look through it and whatever I found I should write down.  She said, "everything you see is what you need."  Potentially, the entire book, but I took a more humbled approach to the idea.
Today, Julie brought me the book.  This evening I got the chance to sit down and I decided I would close my eyes, clear my mind, and flip to pages.  I wrote down the page number and the title of what I saw on the page.  I allowed myself only to read the page I landed on.  I decided I would keep doing this until I felt satisfied and not look for anymore.  At the end I came to 10 different pages.  The first three pages were explanation pages.  The last two were picked at the same time. Anyway, here's what I got:

1. Page 53   The color of the sun
2. Page 113   Dark green ray
3. Page 11   Light and the eyes
4. Page 181 Spirit Quartz
5. Page 73   Yellow tiger's eye
6. Page 253   Watermelon tourmaline 
7. Page 125   Labradorite 
8. Page 159   Azurite
9. Page 43   Ruby
10. Page 49   Zincite

In one of many next projects I plan on; I am excited to obtain raw forms of the crystals I referred to above and share with you my experiences with each of them.

What do you think about crystals? Are you intrigued and want to at least know a little bit more about them? If so, I've attached a link for all you discoverer's out there with a thirst for some new info. Cheers! And happy trails. :)

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Crystal_healing

~ B

Gesso

Gesso..
Oh how I love that word
The fresh scent of a clean slate
An idea on the rise
A beauty and a mirror

Here, you begin to create
Spreading colors in rays of light
That seep deeply into the permanence of you
A fascinating world of visualization

Peace takes you when you paint
Working your mind with blissful momentum
Because at times you will sit there for hours
Staring into the details of your piece
With a still silence all around you

As you move through a work of art
Time warps you
Once satisfied
Look again
There is more to unfold

The illusion is yours; seize it
A painting once started; manifest it
Let there be room to expand
Run like a brush with it
And carve in your permanence

You will think you created it
But life entirely painted you
On a coat of gesso
In a beautiful and thick realm
You awake into each day

Where, like gesso, you are new.

~ B

M.O.

Measurable.

Recalling, summoning

Uplifted by prophesy

 Assembled pixels

Discussing, describing

People consume me

Salting their own wounds

Demonstrating, employing

The feasible wreck

A feverish court

Testing, calculating

A warrior's mind

True outcome of thought

Creating, composing

Energy interludes me

In the crevice of my mind

Revising, valuing

Doctrine of light

Sanction and support.

Objective.

03/10/2013

~ B

Life in the Valley

~B